one day left..

My first message, Mhmm not used of doing this, a kind of diary that isnt that private..anyhow.
I think my bags are ready, i think i said goodbye to most of my friends and family, i think im ready to go... It still looks a bit not real dough. I won't believe i'm actually doing this until tomorow when im standing at the gate. Btw Soraya (friend that is in Canada now) u were right, this week sucked! Feeling really happy that im going, but also sad that im going. Nowing that im gonna miss loads of things, like my little brothers communion.. pff not easy. But on the other hand, its a once in a liftetime opportunity, isnt it..
And the good thing is, it really showed me how much surten people mean to me. My parents who kept on assuring me they are there when something is wrong, my friends who gave me the sweetest go-away presents,... I love u and i'ill miss u loads!!

Next message will be when i arrive in Canada, seven oclock in the morning on monday (but dont expect a long one, ill probably be exhausted)

big kiss xxx